why did i write

there are several reasons why i keep writing until today. at first, when i started to write, i faced some difficulties. and the biggest one is, i didn't know how to write. it's the trouble that everyone faced when they do things for the first time. i tried to create my own style, but it became too rigid because i took exposition form. as time goes by, i learned to use different approaches.. and for a year, i learned to create poetry.. though it didn't look so good. and the reason why does i still keep my blog updated? it leads me back to some basic reasons why i created this blog.

1. to archive my events

it is the main reason why i keep on writing until today.. i want to archive something that really caught my attention, whether it bad memories or good memories.. i want to keep them all.. but i know i can't keep them all, so i just pick main events that happened in my life so far.. well, if i read those posts 5-10 years later.. i can laugh at them.. or it can make me think 'how could i do that in the past?' or 'wow, it's so great.. i want to feel that moment again'.. and above all, you can recall all memories that you want anytime and anywhere.. pretty convenient isn't it?

2. to inform you my current condition

well, it's the similar reason that okke share.. but it's actually my number 2 reason.. you know, sometimes i can't tell you my current condition face by face.. somehow you can see it on my writing, what is my current condition.. well, i tried to not hide something that happened in my life, you can see it clearly on my writing.. if i'm in a bad condition, you can support without i ask you first, or if i'm in a good condition, you can ask me to share my happiness with you.. well, if i'm pretty generous i think i will 'share' it.. hahaha.. and by writing, we can have a conversation or discuss about it, and make it one of our discussion topic.. sometimes it's feel pretty good to discuss what are you writing on..

3. to express my feeling

sometimes i write just to express my inner feeling.. well, it may be a crap that i post, but by spit it out that i write, it can make me feel better.. well this is one method that psychologist often offer to their patient.. you know that i shouldn't yell at the people or scream at their face, but by writing i can make myself better.. okay, it's not just about bad things that i express.. sometimes i want to express anything in my life, even the absurd one.. there are many ways of writing that i used to express my feeling, for example poetry and quote.. i used to post quote on my tumblr and poetry on my blog.. poetry is a good one.. and i like that kind, because we have a freedom to express our feeling..

4. to share something interesting

when i watch a movie or read a novel.. or maybe find a good song.. i want to share it to you.. well it maybe sound so-not-that-interesting, but hey it is my blog.. of course i share something that take my interest.. or it's just something that i heard on my real life, daily conversation or something else.. as long as it caught my interest i maybe share it.. overall, it's just for fun matters.. well i hope that you might enjoy that.. and you can share your experience with it..

5. to keep me busy

it's not that i state that i'm not a busy man.. well, beside my daily activity i don't have any regular things to do.. well, it can be my regular activity when i am free.. i have a target to post at least one post each month.. it's not that hard, but you know once you create your target you have to meet it.. overall, i love to write and i learn to love reading.. well, writing is one of my favorite activity or should i say my hobby?