carving

do i have to tell the world
or screaming out loud
it can't change anything
nor make you hear me

do i have to go to seven seas
and utter your name
yet you won't notice me
and the seas stay calm

do i have to carve my heart
and take a picture of it
so perhaps you see
but you won’t

you won't see me again
and i never look at your face again
all i can see is blank
nothing. empty.

because you live in another world
another dimension
and you dwell there

and nothing that i can do
to make you cross this abyss
it is too late for me
to see you again

because i can't see you
i won't see you
and never see you
ever

but i hope you see me
and smile over me
though, we never meet
again