pissed off

last week my friend had asked my this question: “how’s your work?” and i said “it’s good”.. well.. it’s one lie that i made that week.. i just didn’t feel good at my work.. not my work exactly but my office.. something has troubled me that makes me uncomfortable.. well, that’s a first lie on this post.. it didn’t make me feel uncomfortable.. but it drives me mad mad i’m so pissed off about that.. it’s a simple thing but it really troubles me.. and until now, i’m still mad about it..

it affected my life on other environment.. i became a little bit harsh, sensitive and little bit temperament.. i’m sorry if you got a little effect from it.. so, today i feel a little bit better about that.. but sometimes, it just happen and in a snap i get angry.. well not that angry.. well the problem are:

someone is too noisy.. well i’m a noisy person actually in a real meaning.. but she, she is too noisy and it disturbs me.. she often complain and doing a ‘sigh’.. and you know since she didn’t do a lot of work.. and what she did “is just” watching korean.. i don’t understand why she complains too much.. moreover she complains about my work that i give to her.. she complains that my work is too troublesome and tiring.. well, i don’t think that she should grumble about it.. and it’s inappropriate since i did the big part of it..

if she didn’t like my work, she should complain about it in a proper way.. at least give me a good reason or a sufficient explanation about it.. well, actually she has told me about the bug on my work.. but i just can’t remember all of those things by verbal explanation.. just put it on the notes.. and i have asked her to give a proper explanation about that bug.. and she just said “the fields didn’t save correctly on database”.. well.. i’m angry at that time.. c’mon you can do it better and i have asked you to give a proper explanation.. which database? which field? under certain circumstances? and then i replied to give better explanation because it could be more useful to me..

and she’s “always” watching korean.. well, i’m not anti-korean.. but please you should know time.. at least not every single time that you have to watch korean.. even when you do your work.. i know that girl are a multitasking person.. but when you do your work.. you keep watching korean.. how can you concentrate on your work.. can you just pause it a little bit.. it wouldn’t kill you, does it? it just give a bad impress to korean lover.. please.. could you show a little bit respect to your work..

and the biggest problem that i feel is.. i had already on her position.. and i know exactly how it feel.. and yet she complains and grumbling and cussing.. if you don’t like my work just do your job and put it back to me to rework that.. but please don’t ever grumbling about it.. i’ve already feel weighted on my work don’t give a little weight on it.. because it’s your job.. just f***kin do your job and let me do my f***kin job..

okay.. it’s a fair deal actually..

well,, fyi i tried not to get involved in a real world conversation with her.. since she just make it like we’re enemy.. can you be professional a bit? i don’t know how long it will last but, it maybe takes a long time..
at least i feel a little bit better by writing it out.. and i don’t care if she just read it.. or anyone at my office read it.. i don’t care.. really i don’t care..