today

today
I cried
I cry on something
God knows what it is

I face consequences
of an act that I took
a decision that I made

maybe, I will regret that
or forget that
but right now
it feels like unbearable pain

like a knife on my chest
and it feels harder to breathe with it

today
I face a hurtful truth
and disband makeup truth

and let reality
sweep my feet
to my chest
and keep me drowning
until my tears swept away
by the wave

no one can see it
but me
and the seas