fix you

"when you tried your best,
but you don't succeed"

I've got a lot of things that going through my mind, a lot of stuffs..
important things, not so important things, even not important things go around my mind..
I'm tired, but I can't sleep..
I put a happy face, but no emotion there..
no one knows..

"When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it."

I don't think it would apply in this life.
It seems when I tried to fix myself to be a better person,
the entire universe opposed me.
Challenges arise,
World crumbles,
and nothing that I could do here.