I did

I did
I did try
I did try to be a better man
I did try to care to people around me

But it didn't seem good enough
They didn't recognize my effort

Yes, I did neglect myself sometimes
Yes, I put them beyond myself

But, No, they didn't think like I did
They think that I am an ignorant dumb person
Who always think of myself first
And didn't care about the things around me

Yes, it seems that I'm not good enough for them
Or maybe, I am not good enough for the world

I think that I was been misplaced
Yet, I tried to earn my place
I tried

But, until when?
Until when I tried to earn my place?

Maybe,
I lost all my energy
And my bone deceived me

No matter how hard I tried
I didn't earn place here